O-ohmygawd.

To the sky

2012-01-08T19:33:00.002+08:00

Hey! This blog has been dead since last year August. Feel like reviving it but I bet I'll be too lazy after this post. Anyway, it's 2012 already and I really hope the world doesn't end this year. ): If not I, or rather we will waste more than half of our life time studying. I'm suppose to be doing my English summary and movie review now by the way. 1st week of school and I am already down with cough.... Sooner or later I'll be coughing out blood, but thanks to Junhao's strepsils I might not die before the world ends.

Competition is coming soon, couldn't wait for it to end so that I'll focus on studying and get through this year smoothly. Aiming for less than 10 points for O. Aim only lahhhh.

OBS was awesome. alarming, astonishing, awe-inspiring, awful, beautiful, breathtaking, daunting, dreadful, exalted, fearful, fearsome, formidable, frantic, frightening, grand, hairy*, horrible, horrifying, imposing, impressive, intimidating, magnificent, majestic, mean, mind-blowing*, moving, nervous, overwhelming, real gone, shocking, something else, striking, stunning, stupefying, terrible, terrifying, wonderful, wondrous, zero cool.
Copied from thesaurus. Even though my English did not improve much, I'm a little less lazy now :) heh. Shall get going. Getting back my chinese O level results tomorrow, a little anxious and nervous but haiyah, also cannot do anything now! God be with ye.

Perfect two

2011-08-17T12:19:00.004+08:00

Today marks the last day of relaxing before the start of the common test two tomorrow.. No actually I've to start revising today already cause some vicious teachers from the exam committee put core geog and combined humanities together ): imagine the amount of things I need to memorize!! Crazy shit T.T

Decided to get back blogging (on phone sometimes) for the sake of my future self. Because I might want to look back in time mah! (: now in Ms Teng's English class. Boring shit. Blogging can be count as having English lesson hoh!? :P life has been great! Fantastic! Wonderful! Seems like my vocabulary did not expand during the time when I didn't blog LOL! whatever ^^

Guess I'm gonna go back to the reality and listen to old hag. Oh well, buhbye <3. Blog soon LOL....

Shake it

2011-05-31T18:45:00.003+08:00

LOL TTM SERIOUS! -random post-

GUESS WHAT?! I just checked my nuffnang and it states that people search my blog through key words like:
jiaenn-x
jiaenn-x.blogspot.com
cute fisheye photo (WHAT?!)
jia ann
tumblr lazy song (HUH?!)
\"the initial cost is very high. means the installing costs can get costly, usually due to the high-cost semiconductor materials\" (I swear this is one of the key words LOL! seriously?! That thing and my blog got link meh?! LOLOLOL)
kuku girl (LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL!!!)
jiaenn

LOL! The most funny one is the kukugirl and the long long one HAHAHAHHA! I literally laughed! LOL~~

And most of the viewers came from Pearlyn's blog! Readers range from Singapore to Malaysia, Taiwan & Canada. WOW~

DAMN COOL. LOL

E.T.

2011-05-26T21:11:00.008+08:00

Woohooo! Succeed. (: Succeed in? My motive for the previous post was to provoke stupid people and I did it. *claps! Pro ttm lea me! Sorry ".", I'm the opposite of what you've said, my studies aren't bad at all! I got 1st in class with clear cut straight As and got 2nd in class with no B4. Nope, of course I'm not assuring myself, why would I need you people to assure myself when I've attained my satisfied results? Hmm.. I wonder.. Did I disappoint you? Sorry hoh. (: And nope, you're wrong again, I didn't only win one event, I won 2 individuals and 2 group events~ Get your facts right before you insult others. You're just disgracing yourself. LOL.

Well, why would anyone keep a blog? To write about their feelings and things that happened in their life. Do I need you to restrict what is suppose to be on my blog? No! I can even post naked photo of myself and you don't even have the rights to ask me to remove it. And of course, I'll surely be confident of anything I wrote. Tadah, that doesn't mean I'm bhb you know?

My expectation? Well, I lost to 2 people who I know I would, and won your friend (who's maybe a comma since you're a dot) and yeap, that's what I expected. And why would you care whether my expectation low or not? Retard. You've got a lot of names don't you? one is nobody since according to you, nobody reads my blog, one is "." Why don't you use the name your parents gave you? Is it because you're ashame of yourself? Bet so. And I look at the mirror at least once a day and I feel that at least I don't look like a piece of shit. I AM living a wonderful life, have you not noticed? Thanks for your concern anyway.(: Sense my sarcasm? No? You've super low IQ then.

Woohooooo! I only lost to Heng yuan in class. Contented but can do better (((: Total overall percentage is an A2! Not bad. :D Will post a new post soon since my blog is kinda polluted with facts about 社会上的渣滓. Sighhhh, let's treat it as a reminder that people like them is still populated in our modern society, I almost forgot about them~

Deep and meaningless

2011-05-24T23:08:00.004+08:00

So what if I won by that tiny decimal point? As you said, I still won. To runners, that small decimal point is so damn important that they train everyday just to improve on that small decimal point. In a competition, ni ren du Fu shu, what are you portraying? Come on, move on! Why so ji dong after reading only one insignificant sentence in one of my huge paragraph?! *shakes head and face palm. Jialat Liao lah! No sportsmanship at all! Getting the priority and advantage as the hosting school, it is yourself to blame that you didn't trash me fully with your skills. Reflect and not judge. -,- pathetic.
& you don't even know me well, you have no rights to say I've a disgusting personality. If I say you've a bitchy personality, you'll surely reply me with what I've said. Narrow thinking you have there.

Sudden inspiration as I get upon receiving *news*. Teehee. Goodnight, hope tmr bazaar will go smoothly (: I already had a pleasent start of my night knowing that somebody is jealous of me & still stalking my dead blog. *hinthint. Well, maybe I can become the next xiaxue!

What's my name

2011-05-22T00:09:00.003+08:00

HIGH-LOW. NO TIME NO SEE. Do you guys miss me? Oh, nope I'm not getting mushy here, I know that's how most of you're feeling right now :P today, or should I say yesterday was the judgement day and we were suppose to die at 2pm singapore time. Congrats to those who didn't die, I lived a sad life, at least there's wifi in heaven and I was allowed to bring along my iPhone up! LOL JK. feel so lame now -,- Wondering why no pictures? Cause I'm using my phone right now, (yes I got my well-deserved iPhone on Liting's birthday) and too damn lazy to upload any. Go my tumblr or Facebook and have a look or stalk me or whatever you like. ^^

Since the last time I posted a proper post, which doesn't include my previous post, many memorable events had taken place. Will try to list them all out? Don't wanna read? That's your problem, blog is a place for me to post anything I want (: hehe. Guess what, so not used to this! Cause if I use keyboard, I'll be typing like how Flash (yknow, the cartoon char?) flashes here and there, but I'm typing at quite a slow rate now and sometimes forget what I wanna type LOL. Retarded. Btw, I've been quite active in twitter, no harm following me! @jjiiaaeenn ^^ tweeter is like a mini blog to me, which explains my laziness to blog. Sorry /:

So boring now! Hmm what should I post about? Just now Ming Ming jiu got a lot inspiration de lo! Where did all of it fly to?! I know already, it died today, on judgement day LOL lame. -,- OH! we got back our mid year results. (left the language). Not bad, satisfied, but never contented, so that I will not be complacent. (: Hope CA marks will pull up my overall! Hehe. Post more about my results when i get back my report book!

Guess what? I pon school on Friday :O FIRST TIME. k I'm kinda sick ( SINCE P2! ) having cough and caught a cold, yeap, such hot weather and I caught a cold -,- retarded. Ok, this is quite memorable hoh LOL. The feeling quite shiock actually hehe LOL feel so noob. Ok, I got two 3rd for individual. And super happy for my sword, I got the same score as ahem, and I beat her (: in your face! Teehee! Spear ok ok lo. Both not up to standard. Shall train harder. Bad day for all of us, especially my bestf /': seriously? Seniors stepped down, how am
I gonna survive during training?! It'll be sian x84729840104 lo! ): so meaningless. Dreading for wushu to resume.

It's gonna be holiday soon! Hope I earn a lot $$! LOL went to ajisen at cwp with Pearlyn, rose, Sharon, shimin, rose's sister, shuwen and konglaoshi today. <3 them all! Always reminds me of the days I innocently spent during primary school. Hehe.

Nothing else Liao Lea /:

Sometimes, someone else will be able to let you see what went wrong. Accept people with an open heart.
Despise people who give up without trying. Like wtf?!

& hehe, I. Love. You.
Yeap you! No no, don't look behind, yes you! The one pointing to your own body. Ahuh (:

K
Thx
Bye.

Woah! Didn't know it'll be so super lengthy! But I missed out a lot important events already! All are craps only Lea! Wonder why I can't manage to write so much for my compo. Hmm..

Shape of my heart.

2011-04-14T06:42:00.001+08:00

Swollen eyes.
Aching heart.
Determined mindset.
United team.

I'm gonna pull this through.
We're gonna be the spotlight.

The last lap.

Promiscuous

2011-03-27T14:46:00.003+08:00

Suddenly forgotten what I wanted to post! But never mind, I still remember the few main topics I wanna talk about. (:

Guess what, I got back my results slip. WOOHOO. The feeling of getting 7 As is (Y). Though that happiness only lasts for awhile, cause result ain't everything, especially if it's only common test. ._. Will, got all A1 after moderation for some subjects except for A2 for emaths (74) and D7 for HMT. LOL! First time in my life had I ever failed Chinese but yeah, didn't really kill me inside out. Stil couldn't figure out why I got A for English. Yeah, I did answer the question. No, I don't think my english improved. O.O Just typical answers I'll give even if it is just a practice paper. Guess I'm just lucky. (:

Next hot topic that keeps me going on blogging is that...............................

TADAH..........................

INTER-SCHOOL WUSHU COMPETITION 2011

Woah, just stating the competition freak me out. ._. Don't know whether to consider me and Pearlyn fortunate or unlucky, hesitating whether should we be sad or happy. Stuck in a dilemma. First time I'm competing for both of the events, and WOOSH, I guess someone cursed me which result in needing to compete both events on the same day. Torture. ))):

Okay, let me analyse it out for you, I have sword and spear.

Sword is the first event and I'm the 4th out of 17 people who are competing. First 3 are bitches who either have some super natural powers to control the judges brain or some super natural skills of wushu. Crazy people. I'm super scared that I'll do a really stupid stunt like losing my balance and make me waste one whole year sweating for nothing. Okay, most importantly I'm really afraid that I will lose in this event cause it is my better event ( as compared to my spear ) and if I lost, I might have some internal conflict or should you say emotional breakdown thus cannot perform well for the next event. T.T Have to recover fast enough and be motivated once more to do my another event. Hell man! Crying will take up a lot of my energy you know?!

Next, my spear. I think I should laugh sarcastically when I knew how many competitors for that event man. It's only a pathetic FIVE only. NO JOKE. And 4/5 can win a medal which means that I've 80% of getting a fugly medal. Not that I'll be proud of getting a 4th, yeah duh~ But damn! I don't even have the confidence of getting a shitty 4th position! Not even a bronze. OHMIGAWD. How the hell will I gather enough confidence as I walk into the arena? IF *touch wood!* IF ONLY UH. IF I failed to get a medal for sword how? Do you think I'll even have the feeeeeeeel to continue competing meh? :/ some say I'll get more motivated, but hey! You'll never know unless you've experienced it physically alright! Asshole-s.

Goodluck for me. T.T

During training yesterday, Lanjiaolian told me stuffs about parents and through my observations during pri school competition on friday, I've realised wushu is not just purely about competition between students/schools/coaches. Now is more of competing parents' wealth and fame. If they are wealthy, they get to send their children to many different crap yet famous companies for them to train or if they're famous meaning they know many different coaches and are in good terms with them, they'll get an advantage as most of the coaches will in turn show their "friendship" through competition as they will be the ones that are judging and giving ridiculously higher score to their students. *laugh. Singaporeans can never be fair, can't they?

Sorry for this super long and naggy post, need to have some space for me to rant, twitter only allows a limited number of words. -.- Not enough!

Told lanjiaolian yesterday that I wanted a phiten necklace(?) too, as Shimin wore hers to training and that reminded me how much I wanted it. Then some stupid dumb ass gave it to me that day. *fly high high* Happygirl96. (: Can read my mind and have some heart telepathy with me is it? Asshole!

March has been ohkay? Hope my April will be better, best if I gain some reward after working so hard for one year during the competition. Not getting my hopes high thus lessen the impact of the fall. :/ Goodluck people, goodluck to me.

Cannot let one year of sweat go wasted.

爱你·离开你

2011-03-07T18:07:00.005+08:00

Suddenly feel that life is so meaningless when I was walking home.

School, studies, irritating parents, BGR, stupid gossips, bestfriends that can't trust, trainings.

WOAH. Suddenly so unhappy with the way I'm living my life, but how can I improve it? Donate 10cents everytime I go McDonald's? Retarded.

Currently scoring straight distinction for the papers I've gotten back after common test. Top in class for English with 22/30. LOL. It's ridiculous, English as my weakest subject since the start of my education. Wow, I think teacher got the wrong person, didn't have the chance to check our papers though. No idea how I tyco-ly scored an A. Something to be proud of? Not really, I didn't really put in effort and it's not something like I've topped the whole school or getting an A1 for English for my O.

Parents have been pissing me off recently more than usual, my temper is getting from bad to worse, totally no patience towards them. Pimples popping out here and there, not healing some more! So fugly. Too stress? Hmm, have to concentrate on wushu now after exams are over. Today seriously feel so meaningless. -.- Can't help to emphasize on that.

Have been struggling to decide whether to train tmr at Pasir Ris with Shimin they all, or go Dory's house to watch Happy Potter with sec 3 girls. Both have pros and cons. It's not like I'm gonna waste my time away watching happy potter with them, I seriously need some bonding session with them since seniors are gonna step down sooner or later. But... Really can't decide T.T I go watch for an hour then go training? Okay, retarded. I don't know lahhhhhh. Angry bird.

And hoh there's one thing I don't understand. It's not like I've one or two pathetic friends but why am I going home alone recently? K, I admit I kinda like the loneliness once in a while. K this paragraph doesn't make sense at all. -.- Maybe I miss going out/home straight after school with you. Fruit ninja please?

Tralalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala. This post is also meaningless. I've so much homework due tmr yet I'm doing something so insignificant (wrong use of word? lol). Seeeeee! This is what I meant by tyco-ly scored an A for english. I bet she read the wrong name. Not getting my hopes high until I see my paper for real. -.- Totally no confidence man.

Oh no. I'm getting less and less talkative. The amount of laughter I laugh per day is decreasing too. No good :/ Hope I'll enjoy fully my sec 3 camp and not feeling left out (paranoid much?).

RETARDED POST. Wastage of time. Oops, did I waste yours too? Too bad. Haha.

P/S/ just now I jitao sian and unhappy till I ALMOST only typed 'birthday' on someone's wall today. I forgotten about the word 'happy'. lol! Zai bo?

Nothin' on you

2011-03-04T19:56:00.001+08:00

Pictures ranges from the CNY celebration at Liting's house with a few others to my birthday to my granddad's birthday! (:

Wah, suddenly don't have the mood to elaborate liao -.- Just now still have a bit feel to post. Heng I use that a lil bit of inspiration to upload my pictures if not all of you will be like OMGWTFBBQ she only posted pictures where I can find in facebook >:( LOL! Grumpy people!

Today's the last day of Common test 1 of 2011! I can proudly say that I survived the 1st term of sec 3! They say it's the 1st term that is the hardest as childish kiddo need to adapt to this solemn, serious and stressful upper sec life. Q.Q AND QQ REMINDS ME OF SOMETHING FUNNY! I sms-ed RG today to tell him that there will be training tmr on 1.30pm, then he tell me to forward that shoes and costumes are here, tell people to bring $$. But my this obiang phone ( old phone spoil! ) hard to forward people messages, so I was like : HUH need forward this msg to people uh? QQ.

HIS EPIC REPLY : Huh? QQ? You have QQ?

LOL! He meant the China version of msn, QQ. HAHAHAHHAHAHA.

ok lame. Well, had fun this year of my birthday. (: Thanks for those who made my day beastyness! (better than awesome :B )

The feeling is soooo different as compared to the moodiness I've always feel during a normal school day. Though it was monday, I had no monday's blue! Reach school and I heard :"HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIAENN!" Soooooo happy ttm can! :D I thought it'll be a normal day till the end of the day, Joscelin tricked me into going to BBT shop and treated me a cup of BBT! I thought G96 will prepare like a cake then sing happy birthday song like the norm, but then I was wrong! There's no birthday cake, yet it's replaced by a wonderful video collated by them!

Touched ttm, didn't expect that, totally! Letazia was in the video somemore! Happy happy :D They don't have cake that's why they drew a birthday cake for me and I treated that as a real cake! I made a wish, blow the candles and got facial! LOL

At home, thought I'll not celebrate it with my family as mum is at China. In the end Jiaqian bought cake, it was awesome though only xuanxuan was by my side when I blow the candles and made wishes. I was really contented. (': Jiaqian's plan to surprise me failed as xuanxuan spilled out the beans! LOL

WOW. In the end I posted quite a lot aye? :D Happy soon-to-come holidays! Can't wait for sec 3 camp!

Back to december

2011-02-21T21:24:00.010+08:00

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GUESS WHAT. I'M FINALLY POSTING. HAHAHHAHAHA.
-.- Since I did my homework and did some revision with Liting and Huishan after school, I'm left with some free time nowwww. (:

Yes! It's one week after my birthday! ~~WOOHOO~~ SOOO DEPRESSED.

SPAM PICS FROM CNY. LOL! Next post will be about my birthday! Since I have posted now already, I'll post again some time soon one! PROMISE. (:
*promises are meant to be broken :P LOL.

NO DOUBT. I also hate the tiny-ish pictures, but I've totally no idea why the hell I couldn't upload my photos into photobucket or flickr! ANGRY BIRD. Looks like my blog has limited space (?) or something like that, you know what I mean & I loathe it! >:

Had been busy with school and tests and the non-stop trainings! Shit man, next week is common test week already! And yet we're not having breaks from CCA to study?! OH NO ): How am I gonna fair well for my CT!? I've yet pass any english test, btw. LOL. ENGLISH IS L1 LEA! HOW CAN LIKE THAT!

k, I'll try my best. Woah, that phrase I kept on repeating for a lot of times this year already, and have yet really mean it. :/ Sorrrry, but this time, I'll really try my very best! Though I know I can never pass my chem, eng and emaths for CT, I guess? But I don't hope so. ):
Stupid sadistic teachers.

Yesterday night I dreamt about Mr Chang insulting me till I cried. LIKE WTF?! LOL. Today I was quite afraid of him. LOL. It seems soo real! When I woke up I felt like I've cried for the whole night, still have a lil bit of tears in my eyes you know! Scare the hell outta me.

Ah, not long ago I dreamt about RG demoralised me ttm till I cried too. LOL! Too stress? I don't think so lea O.O Coping well with sec 3 liao! :D Wish that I don't disappoint myself QQ

GOODBYE. HAVE A GREAT WEEK AHEAD. Today got monday's blue. )): See lah! The sky also thought so. Sigh.

P/S. I can't sleep well without the protection from you. OH THATS WHY I CRIED IN MY DREAMS YESTERDAY NIGHT! RAWR

Shape of my heart

2011-01-22T19:55:00.005+08:00

): My granddad past away on 20th Jan. But parents went to China on 21st Jan. I think they've missed the last chance to see him, hope they don't come back with hearts filled with regrets, it isn't their fault.

P.S. I will make you forget about 55 days whenever you're with me. (:

Shake it

2011-01-22T12:22:00.004+08:00

I bet you guys are like :" OMG GO SEE JIAENN'S BLOG. FINALLY SHE HAS UPDATED IT. 3 CHEERS FOR JIAENN!" *3(clap x11) LOL. Too much maths ._.

GUESS WHAT!? I'm not so stress anymore :D I think I was so stress cause of lack of sleep. Well, I had my good night rest yesterday, I feel much better now. (: Though I still have to attend my hardcore training in school soon, I am a happier girl as compared to weekdays! :DDDD

Homework has been quite managable, even if we don't even have the slightest idea of how the eff to do it, NO PROBLEM, ask teacher or friends in classsss loh! HAHAHAHAHA. Ok, school has been exhausting, physically and mentally. It's kinda like exercising my whole body. LOL.

My parents went China yesterday to visit my granddaddddy. (most probably the last time) ): Though it's a sad occasion, life has got to move on. Well, hope my mum will not have any symptons of depression or shit, I have confidence in her! STRONG.

Oh well, these are the pictures I wanted to post but failed last week (or was it the last last week? Oh no, I'm too busy to blog often -.-).
Random order. (:

Training at Pasir Ris near coach's house. (:

CCA CARNIVAL. :D Wushu rocks!

LOL. I'm too lazy to bring back my Amaths textbook thus I took a picture of the question. ._.

Rehearsal for CCA Carnival. The performance was a success. (: Good job! LOL

Saw this while I was shit-ing in causeway's 2nd level female toilet (forgotten which cubicle). LOL!

Birthday present for KONGLAOSHI. :D 10 prawns for $30 LOL. Fun though (: I so pro :D

ADMIRALTY WUSHU REUNIEN. LOL! Joking! Celebrated Mrkong's belated birthday at Swensen's (causeway). We realised that we were sitting at the same place when we went there to celebrate our success. (Wushu competition 2004 - when I was p3. WOW. That time I just started learning science and it was chicken feet, what non-living thing and living thing. LOL)

I like this picture! See whisky (one of RG's newly bought dogs) looking at the camera too. :D

I miss 1G ): That time Claire was sitting beside me, the fun and laughter we had at the back of the class is uncountable. Well, how do you count fun and laughter anyway? Wrong choice of word but I don't care liao lah!

Celebrating Pearlyn's birthday! Gave this depressed girl a surprise after training at night! She thought her birthday will just end like that, sacificing her day for a not so fruitful training but she was wrong. (:

We brought back our books you know! Bag still got somemore ok! OMG. ): See we so pathetic! First week of school only! (the pic)
Okay lah, actually we went to put the books into our lockers -.-

Yeap yeap. I miss 1/2G ):

End here. I'll update every week I guess. Now I feel like sleeping and I haven't prepare for training, so I've to rush again. Hope I won't be late! This year is kinda unlucky for me ):

Keep holding on

2011-01-17T22:35:00.003+08:00

RAWR. Could you imagine my stress?! When did all these stress accumulate in me to the point that I think I am seriously stupid?

Argh, ENDURE ENDURE. Must prove to everyone that I don't need tuition and no matter which teacher is teaching me, I can still ace in my studies. Must prove to everyone that CCA is not an obstacle. I'll never admit defeat! JIAYOU.

Must drive the motivation within me! Endure till April and get a gold medal then 100% concentration on my studies! Now I have to build a stronger foundation for both of my maths. Really CMI. Every questions I did today, I had to consult someone else for help.
RAWR

ANGRY BIRD

散場的擁抱

2011-01-15T11:37:00.004+08:00

嘉恩最近比较忙!
(copied from Pearlyn's blog & Channel U)

I'll edit this post after training, couldn't upload the pictures I wanna post to photobucket, dk got what manure(shit) problem. LOL! Ayg chim. :D I'm ~~sooooooo~~ tooooooo busy!

edited --- I'm kinda pissed off cause my google chrome is not working and the stupid photobucket is kinda screwed up as well, I can just upload the pictures from my computer but I don't feel like blogging a proper post. Maybe some other day then? :/ Sorry for the lack of updates. I've done most of my homework last midnight thus gonna enjoy and waste my Sunday away! (:

Shots

2011-01-08T17:07:00.003+08:00

I'm currently craving for this! If anyone send this up to my house right now, I'll marry you. -.-

LOLLLLLLLLLLLL x infinity.

Oh well, had CCA carnival to put a stop of stupid useless rehearsals taking up my time to use the comp and also to end the 1st torturous week in school being an upper secondary student. First day of school is just a plain slack day! See friends which I still love! LOL. Some bonding sessions with our new form teacher which failed quite miserably. Aiya! Same old thing lah!

Had been staying back for wushu everyday since the start of school. Performance today for CCA carnival. Another success! :D Everytime after a performance, the sense of achievement I've felt is indescribable due to my limited vocabulary. LOL.

Photos taken last year when we had our last publicity at Fuchun Primary. Played Chungcheng Snake Ladder game with the students. Cool? :D We had fun, and we went for starbucks (Ms Wong's treat) after that. WOO, whole NP starbucks filled with CCHY warriors. (:

God damn, I did this move for a freaking long time, keep jumping about, no sense of balance. -_-

At least this picture still acceptable, if not I go bang wall better. ._.

Coaches are being too lax on us lea! Competition coming on April liao they still haven't come up with new steps for our jiti. Got two jiti some more! Still say wanna cling a division medal. Fat hope )': But I really want a division medal too lea! I'll try my best in my individual events loh. But my spear haven't even perfect the whole routine, how to have confidence?!

I don't know where I ran to, I'm not in the picture! )': Q.Q T.T D: Disappointed to the max!

Took photos for CCA carnival's flyers and posters. I did the flyers and posters part, edited a few photos. Took so much of my time, in the end Ms Wong only printed it in black and white. When I heard about it, I very much wanted to point _!_ but she said she was busy and had no time to print it in colour. Aiya, I understand lah, the other time saw her she goddamn busy anyway. LOL. But wasted my efforts. Aye, how I rephrase it uh? What efforts what drain one? LOL.

Today CCA carnival was quite a blast! The song played made us all went high high high touch the sky! Nasuha suggested to set up a Warrior choir. LOL!

Celebrated Pearlyn buddy's birthday by giving her a surprise when she was very disappointed cause she didn't really had a great day. Almost late and got a surprise test for emaths and all, Shimin being really busy cause of pre-camp, blablabla. At least we (Kaichun, me, Junquan, Manyun, Renping, Shimin) really did surprise her successfully <.3 Hope she liked it. :D

Gonna hang out with her and Wen wen and Kaichun tomorrow. (:

I really wonder how can I survive without being a loner after the Sec 4s step down man. ):

OKAY GOOOOOODBYE.

Edited } HENG THIS POST IS STILL HERE. IF NOT I REALLY BANG WALL AND DIE LIAO SERIOUS. JUST NOW I CLICKED PUBLISH POST, IT CAME OUT : Broken link. WTF! LUCKY MAN! PHEW!

6133.) I miss how you kissed me and how you reached for my hand. I miss laying in bed and falling asleep next to you. I miss hearing your heart beat and how you twitch when you’re tired. I miss how you wake up just to pull me closer. I miss your cheesy smiles and the way you looked at me. I miss our late night talks. I guess the bottom line is that I just miss you.

Happy new year

2011-01-03T10:58:00.002+08:00

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY NEW YEAR.

That's the first picture we took on 2011. (:

Sorry about this cui picture taken after training. This is Whiskey! Sooooo cute! Still look straight into the cammie some more. :D

Went town with Pearlyn and Kaichun before going back to Khatib for dinner and countdown. Spent about half of my hard-earned money! LOL. Neverm, at least I'm satisfied. (: Bought a new Nike bag too. Though I think it's a lil too small for my sec 3 books. Siao liao. LOL

Oh well. Not gonna really summarize my 2010 in this post, cause there are too many secrets to be said, and secrets are meant to be kept in the dark. (: Well, nobody knows my blogger password except for my laptop, so.... I shall draft a post just for myself. Awwww, yes, not even YOU can view it. Maybe for my future husband. Laughs.

Spent countdown with a few wushu members. Talked about our past. Thinking how immature we've been, and how much we've changed in just 365 days. Wow. Also I mentioned that I note down almost everything important on my blog, and Pearlyn said: "Woah, if one day blogger dao bi how?!" Siao liao, I'll bang wall and die. )': I'm counting on you hoh blogger! Don't dao bi alright? )))):

Didn't really pay attention to the performance, which was somewhat like ge tai. So we talked and talked and went high while counting down. 5, 4, 3, 2, 1! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. Scream and shout! Fireworks BOOM BOOM BOOM. LOL! Let yourself to imagine the chaos. Though the fireworks ended in about 4 mins, everybody went jumping and super high, can touch the sky! LOL. No link (: Can see super many people came out from their doorstep to experience the fireworks so damn near them! Shiock!

Gonna go prawning, and gonna have dinner tonight with admps wushu + konglaoshi. Celebrate his birthday. :D Goodbye. Hope nobody regretted what they've done on 2010, look forward for the rest of 2011. Loves <.3 xoxo.

Say ok

2010-12-30T18:58:00.002+08:00

Sorry for the lack of blogpost! I was busy with work and training. (: Had fun this week, really! ~~All thanks to you, I finally know how you feel about me, I'll never forget what you said, I'm a bad bitch and nobody will love the true me.~~ Tried my best to enjoy my life to the fullest before the gates of hell officially opens. So looking forward for school reopen, NOT. OHMIEFFINGGAWD. Is it really next Tuesday? )': Sigh, not enough holidays lah! ANGRY BIRD.

When I take a picture of Joven (RG's son) he'll look straight to the camera and give this innocent face! See his cheeks, OMG, see his eyes. Damn, I wanna exchange with him lea ): Sooooo niceeeee. Beautiful die.

See this KUKU. We were waiting for our lunch while gossiping and looking after the extremely dirty carpet! Every time when I am with her, there won't be any awkward silence, not even a second of silence. (: Love <.3

Saw this super joke hanger(?) outside someone's house while waiting for the owner to open the door and slam door at us. LOL! Sooooo yelllllowwwwww.

Someday after working with Denise and Zigui. (: The maggie damn niceeeeeeee!

No one is free, even the birds are chained to the sky.

Had a hard time finding a quote or a picture at tumblr, cause I'm not even feeling emo or thinking about guys. Can't they post something else more interesting? Yawn. Just anyhow loh. (: Cleared stock thrice, I think I'm becoming a pro already. LOL jokeeeee. :D I think I'll really miss selling icecream LOL. It's boring but fun! Supervisors, boss, all also very awesomeeeeeeeee. (:

Hope I don't spend all my hard-earned money tomorrow on one go! GOODBYE 2010, WELCOME 2011.

New year resolutions? Easy lah, everytime also the same thing one. LOL
-Studies good good, DONT FAIL MATHS ANYMORE.
-Don't ever fall in love.
-Competition get at least a silver for individual to get my colours award. (Eff, this year one so fugly -.- What badge iron onto shirt one. WTF)
-GET TOP 25% !
-Play harddddd and never to cross the limit.
-Celebrate my birthday with you.

I don't know liao lah. Update if I think of anything else loh. (: GOOOOOOODBYE. Blog again on 1st Jan 2011. REMEMBER, stalk me at o-ohmygawd@tumblr. <.3 Have fun counting down. :D

Hip to my heart

2010-12-26T15:21:00.005+08:00

Little Johnny wrote: “Dear Santa, please send me a baby brother!”
Santa wrote back: “Send me your mother.”

Christmas ended! Now waiting for Newyear. There's nothing for me to look forward for a whole new year living in hell and dreading to go to school everyday repeating the same lifeless routine, except for having fun on 31st Dec 2010. (:

I just realised I still have a shit lots books haven't buy yet. Gonna drag my mum to school on Wednesday, hope she doesn't threaten me to use my hard-earned money. ): *pray hard! I haven't even buy maths tutor. LOL. Wait lxy tell us buy then I go buy lah, troublesome die.

Gonna go work with my sister tonight. LOL! Hope luck super x5874362198 good! Then earn many money. LOL. I couldn't find my english worksheet. Die! HOWHOWHOWHOWHOWHOWHOWHOWHOW? I think I go photocopy from someone who have not done it yet loh. Maybe somebody like Claire? :P LOL! JOKING :D Don't infer too much on that sentence hoh. :P LOL!

When school starts, I think I'll be super busy with trainings and shitzxc. Suddenly so relieved that I'm not in SC, if not sure everyday lack of sleep. Wushu very slow loh, my spear haven't even gai finish 1 duan sial! How to do 2 group events from the start?! Siao liao. Say goodbye to division liao lah -.- Aim too high. LOL

Seriously, time passes in a blink of an eye. ):
I feel like it's the starting of the holiday only. LOL. Not enough lah!
Shall alter my skirt today! Then go to work later. (: KKKKK, at least today is a fruitful day, checked what books haven't buy and prepare myself a little for school. WOOOO. Gonna be a geek on 2011. See me wearing specs everywhere I go. (: LOL. JOKING. I don't like wearing my specs, troublesome, very gao wei.

BUTTBYE. (:

Almost

2010-12-25T15:21:00.003+08:00

Hi stalkers. Wanna stalk how I feel too? Then click here. (: Loves.

I am having a pathetic Christmas rotting at home texting duckky. What should I do today? Go out shopping alone? I've always wanted to do that, but I'm a lil lazy and a lil lonely. If not should I alter my shirt and skirt? Or should I complete my English homework? Or just check what other books I haven't buy yet? Argh, all sound so boring. If only you're here. I'm in a dilemma, someone decide for me? Loathe being indecisive. >:/

Yesterday's sales were fantastic, marvelous, and blablabla, sorry my vocabulary is very very limited. -.- FML. LOL! Me and KaiChun cleared stock! <.3 *Waves my $50 note around* First block already sold 15 boxes, it's the 2nd block that sucked, luckily we went to block 57 first. (:

Oh well, merry Christmas. My phone celebrated Christmas by shutting down at 00:00 LOL! Zhun zhun bo battery on that time. (: Act cute uh, stupid w995.

Baby, you're all I want

2010-12-24T11:59:00.003+08:00

WOW. WOW. WOW. WOW. On 22 Dec, my views hit up to 100! OHMIGAWD!

And on 23 Dec, yesterday, my view hits up to 122! Ohmigawdddddd. First time 100 k! Sorry lah, I know it's still very lousy LOL. But it somewhat gives me a sense of accomplishment. WOO. Motivation to blog! :D

Shit, I'm gonna have a lifeless Christmas eve this year again.

明知我爱你

2010-12-23T19:34:00.012+08:00

Ask me why I post my sister's pic? Cause you see the 2nd pic, it's taken by xuanxuan herself.
(THIS LONG LONG LONG PARAGRAPH ALSO GONE! LIKE POOOOOF. OMG, ANGRY BIRD!)

Edited }So, my meimei went to ask Jiaqian how to on self-timer, then qian showed her then she went to take a pic of herself cause she wanted to change her facebook profile pic. LOL. In the end my meimei thinks all the pic she took herself very fail then she asked qian to take for her! LOL.

Update update update since I'm free and I feel like it! :D Went work w/ Denise & Zigui on Monday. Jokeeeee like a G6! LOL! Seriously damn disiao. Keep disiao a small guy, he alone at home w/ his brother. Funnnnnnnnn. Hmm, then training and band concert on tuesday. Luckily Liting, Pearlyn and the others who had CCA before the concert didn't sleep. Cause our row damndamndamn high! We sat at the foyer seats (I think) last row. Whatever we do, nobody cared! So we were like gossiping throughout, who wore what, came with who blablablabla. LOL! Jokeeeee (: Fun. :D

KKKK FML I JUST WROTE LIKE 3 LONG PARAGRAPHS THEN I PRESSED PUBLISH POST AND THEY SAY WHAT SHIT CONNECTION ERROR. OHMIGAWD. NOW ALL GONE! I'M SO LAZY TO RE-WRITE! PISSSSSSS. Later got time or when I feel like it then I edit this portion -.- Angry bird!

Edited }Sial lah, a lot things I wanna post about I've forgotten already :/ Hmm, gonna work on christmas eve with Kaichun tomorrow, hope sales will be good, don't disappoint me you stupid icecreams! I wanna them get outta of my box asap! I don't really celebrate Christmas, so it's nevermind even if I go to work lah. (: Need money cause I'm going out with Pearlyn & Kaichun (maybe some more) on the 31st to town, then go back Khatib at night count down to 2011 w/ warriors! (: Hope plan don't backfire!

Sian, some of my money lent it to my sist and some spent it already, now left little bit only! ): I now still hesitating whether to do english homework or not lea! Some suggestions please? In the end I didn't do anything or buy anything under my to-do lists. LOL! Too lazy ):

It's scary to see someone crying in front of you, all I could do was to wipe your tears, lend you my ears and give you a hug. I felt so helpless.

P.S. I think I'm an emo kia. ._. I went to view my archives trying to reminiscent what I did on Christmas last two years. So, on 2008 I was feeling down and my mum confiscated my phone. LOL. And I was complaining about my muscles aching cause I didn't go for training since April 2008, after competition to prepare for PSLE, then I went for CCHY training before Christmas if I'm not wrong. LOL!

On 2009, the last post was on 03 Dec. So I don't really remember what I did on Christmas, most probably I was at M'sia wasting life if not nothing much happened? O.O I don't know lah! Then the first post on 2010 is already around 10 Jan. LOL! Fail max. :x

If I die young

2010-12-19T22:57:00.004+08:00

Pardon me if the pictures are of low quality. I used my W995 to take all the pictures that are posted in this post! (:

Bring lil sist along with our shopping trip! See her small! LOL. No lah, joke! I see her very kelian, everyday stay at home nobody accompany. So being an awesome sister of her, I decided to bring her out to watch Rapunzel, then bring her along to town, see the Christmas decorations! When I young I every year also wanna go, but I always thought that orchard was chinatown then my parents always tell me cannot cause nothing one. Then I'll stone at home. So, I don't really have any Christmas memory with me, only dreaming about the snow and legendary Santa Claus.

Okay, continue with post. LOL

Okay, I saw this in Northpoint before going to wushu chalet! When I was young, I always hope I'll get called up by the hosts then play with those characters. LOL!

Saw this at Ehub. Pearlyn buddy first saw this she said: "Walao, where got people so lame go sit that stupid thing!" Then immediately got a cabin filled with people appeared. LOL!

OKOKOKOK. Start with the main thing liao lah! (: Watched Rapunzel with xuanxuan in the afternoon then went to Khatib met up Liting, and off to town! My sist very troublesome, keep wanting to drink or sit or wtf, I don't know. LOL.

Pictures are in random order.

LOL. My sist help us took pictures keep failllllllll. Her hands always shaky. ._.

SEEEEE. LOUSY SHIT LOL! Have to train her liao (:

Sorry uh, fail phone with fail camera. LOL

I'm not afraid of the escalator liao hoh! Mai siao siao. (:

She kept on moving while taking photos! She cannot stay still for 10 secs one. RAWR.

My mei mei say got number 7. Try spotting it. (:

She was very excited. LOL

THE END. Going out to enjoy my mac AGAIN after eating mac and kfc yesterday. LOL. Working tonight. Wish me good sales. (:

Why didn't you tell me everything? Why must you allow someone to say what you needed to voice out? Do I seem so unreasonable?

Too late, I guess.

Click to view all my december posts.

Automatic

2010-12-18T12:05:00.004+08:00

So many things to blog about.

So many things to be completed.

So many things to buy.

So many places to go.

So much money needed to be earned.

Yet, so little days left. )':

Shall list down the things needed to be done and bought by the end of this holiday.

Buy:

New PE shirt x1. My one too ultra big and ugly! Too hideous.

Maybe new PE shorts x2.

New school bag. Find a chio and branded one.

Textbooks. Bought some, not all.

Assessment books such as stupid maths tutor that I won't be able to finish within one year.

New clothes, maybe something for band concert, but doubt there's time. Waste my money!

Do:

English homework.

Alter my skirt and my uniform's sleeves.

Trim my fringe, or just wear hair band to school.

Dig out all my chungcheng socks.

Blog post about - China trip

- Clark quay w/ P & D. ( short post )

- Work (?)

Watch Rapunzal w/ younger sister.

Do some reading on sec 3 topics and revision on sec 2 topics.

Earn money for necessary things I need to buy.

Attend band concert. ( hate the think-what-to-wear part )

Tidy my books & clothes.

Eat and eat and sleep and sleep and enjoy life before this holiday officially ends. ):

Think about where to go for countdown to 2011. LOL

Improve on my wushu!! Need to learn how to do xuanzi. LOL! (faillllll)

K lah, most probably no more. Maybe will add on to the list, but I hope not. ):

EDITED.

LOL! JOKE. Got someone in facebook thought I korean. Then I say I chinese. Then he replied: 你好嗎？

JOKE. LOL

Warriors (L)

2010-12-17T12:24:00.000+08:00

Pictures are not in any order, and yes I know I said I'm gonna blog yesterday, but plan failed cause I forgotten I've got work yesterday and sales was far more than pathetic. It was like disastrous. LOL, sorry lah, I've limited vocabulary stored in my mind. ._.

kkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk, had fun in chalet, hope I am/was ( which one? ) still in coasta sands enjoying my life dilly dally around with the warriors! ):

Me took it! (takes a bow.)

Nice fire for a great bbq ahead. :D

Keep bbq-ing and bbq-ing. ._.

This is after www. See my red-nesssssssssss. OHMIGAWD.

Love our organizers!

Failed shot by Duncan cause Renping forgotten to off the self-timer. LOL

See my buddy's sexy butttttt. Hmmmm, juicy. *gives tiko face.

Chio shot by me with my newly bought DSLR.

Joke, LOL! Renping's DSLR lah................... Fun you know!

Triple fried rice! Nice not? I took one ok! (: LOL

Random shot, but still nice :D

Wah, lobster alert. Who the hell is that reddish girl? She needs some ice.

Tomyam maggie right after www and bathing = SHIOCK (Y). Cause cold weather. (:

Cute + mature winnnnnie. LOL. She damn pro, can change to 10 years old, or change to 14 years old instantly by just clipping or letting down her fringe. :D

Failed shot also. Self-timer plus took consecutive 4 pictures. HAHA.

Sleepy Ivory. Rhymes. :D

Duncan not focusing on the satay lah! He focusing on the tv, till he forgotten he's holding onto a satay stick. LOL.

Alvin's tongue, licking the otah. LOL! Joke :D

Y'know he damn good lea! Yesterday he bought icecream from us and still give us donuts. <.3

I don't like my uneven skin tone. (N)

This shot damn nice, by Shimin! :D

Who else can take pictures like this? Me lah! Duh~~~~ (show haolian face.)

LOL! Jokeeeee, Alvin took it one lah. Siao, so pro!

All satays will eventually be shitted out by me.

Junquan ice cream guy, camera shy! Rhymes again :D

Alvin rabbit.

This one mai siao siao, yours truly really took this pic hoh! :D

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Alvin kuku's cup. LOL! It wrote: Ant Alvin . <---- this is an ant, not full stop :)

LOL! Mine is Jellyfish Jiaenn :D

Shimin posing for me and Joscelin, see who takes a better pic! This is mine. Failed shot though LOL

Cuiiiiii. White + flash + wet hair + tomyam maggie. LOL

Wooooooooo. Tried many many times to use this mode and focus on someone, but failed. ):

Failed attempt by me -.-

Compare to this, taken by Alvin. ._.

Candid, nice! :D

Duncan's super speed fanning, until the camera also cannot take a clear shot (: LOL!

Joking, I forgot what mode I used. LOL. But he fan damn damn damn fast, serious!

We love Renping! In the middle of day two while we went www, she and Duncan even went all the way to novena to get us made in candy. Damn sweeeeet. She bu de chi le! (':

Successsssssss! :D This is before WWW.

Wah, I super hungry now. ):

Shimin posing for Joscelin. LOL. Stifffffff.

AHHHH THE LIGHTS COMING TO ATTACK ME.

Woah, this photo got 3 likes ok! Don't play, I took one :D LOL.

Listening to boss. <.3 Will miss her!

She also keep bbq and bbq and bbq and never eat! >:

Before WWWWWWWWWW. )':

You're dreaming O.O

Crazy girl, keep hit my thigh plus her crazy-ly flexible thumb. ._.

After www. Day dreaminggggg.

Day 1 we went cycling, muscle ache! ._. But fun, saw a very faint rainbow. :D At night, the whole house only for a few of us, damn shiock. Watched tv, played back jack (Renping's luck SUPER good, no joke) and went to sleeeeeep.

Renping wanted to let us win two times in blackjack, she already got like 19, then she still got take, then ZHUNZHUN 21. LOL!

Me, Pearlyn, Manyun and Renping slept up stairs. Don't know why we decided to sleep horizontally, so our butts were like falling into the hole between the two beds for the whole night. ._. In the end when we woke up, we kept complaining that our butt pain. Then decided to sleep awhile more vertically, and then realized we should sleep that way since the night, cause we're not fat. LOL! Then we thought we're super retarded plus dumb. LOL JOKE. Before I fell asleep, I was thinking, "Why are we sleeping like this? Two beds should be enough for four of us what!" But I didn't voice out, cause I fell asleeeeeeep. LOL

Then around 4am, Renping and Pearlyn heard some weird noises. They claimed that it is very low in pitch and it stopped for a while, but continued. They never hear it before. But they two didn't know that each other was awake, so they didn't talk. Just went back to sleep. In the end, they found out is Duncan snoring or something like that. LOL!

I'm so depressed that I don't know how to swim, so I attempted to learn how to float, Xinyi and Joscelin were my coaches. :D LOL. But in the end still failed lah. I'm a lil afraid of the water. )':

Became red as you can see from the pictures and now I've uneven skin tone. So gonna cry to sleep every night till my skin tone becomes even. )': LOL! Jokingggg.

kkkk, can I end this post already? :D I think this post a bit weird weird one lea. Most probably is cause yesterday that training torture me till !#$%^& then sales was !@#$%^& thus, Jayiaenn Archihairy is weird now. LOL! Ask me why Archihairy? Cause I'm not bald. (:

Later going sticky w/ Denise and Pearlyn, anyone wants anything can ask me buy for you, but you've to pay lah. I haven't even earn 100$ so don't ask me treat. (: Then at night working again. NO MORE YISHUN PLEASEEEEE. ):

Sexyback

2010-12-15T16:00:00.001+08:00

Post tomorrow when I'm back from full-day training about wushu chalet. I miss warriors so muchhhhhy. Wanna have another outing lea. ): Sorry can't post today cause no time already, have to prepare to work w/ Denise.

By yours truly,

Jayiaenn Archihairy.

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My love

2010-12-12T11:14:00.002+08:00

Awwww. Don't miss me readers. I'll post interesting things after I come back from wushu chalet. Needa go eat my brunch and take a shower and pack my stuff already. My phone don't have free excess to internet (sorry I'm a poor soul) and I won't be bringing camera cause it belongs to my sist, so don't expect quality pictures from yours truly (: LOL. Joking! Wushu warriors sure have some photography skills one lah! :D

Kkkkkkkkkkkkkk. Have fun reading my archives for the next 2 days. HAHAHHAHA. I find myself so retarded when I was in pri6. Childish max. BYE. *blow kisses.

I want you

2010-12-11T13:07:00.003+08:00

FML. There's something wrong for the shitty bursary people to leave out my awesome name! >: F5. Sian, so for this year there's no bursary for me. Break my record. QQ. I'VE NO MONEY. Cry myself to sleep everynight till next year.

LOL. Kay, even though I don't get I don't feel anything much lah, everytime my mum also took that money away. ._. Mostly for me to buy my books. But whatever. Training yesterday was O.O enriching? Yeah. RG said I got improvements and that my trip to China was a good thing. LOL! It's totally link-less, cause I didn't even train there, I only did 20 pushup and 20 situp and I gave up, cause even after that I still didn't sweat but I was out of my breath already. LOOOOOL.

P.S. Kinda proud w/ that awesome picture of my legs. WOOHOO. My younger sist took it without me knowing while waiting for the lift. :P

~~I miss my longer hair.~~ NO. I love my current hair. <.3

actually I told her to take it. LOL

FML

2010-12-10T15:38:00.004+08:00

My life damn not smooth lea. SIANNZXC. Can they just make something I wanna do to be right and not go wrong? For onceeeeeeeeee? !@#$%^&*

Plans for working tonight backfired. Fuck that boss ._.

白痴很忙

2010-12-09T20:21:00.000+08:00

你知道怎麼讓白痴很忙嗎??
請往下拉↓↓

請往上拉↑↑

Kissing u

2010-12-09T16:02:00.003+08:00

Posting about yesterday. Denise baby's birthday! Pictures from Pearlyn's camera. Quite little, but still at least we took the effort and I took the time to blog about this. I want to remember this day even after 10 years later. (:

Kope-ed a simple cupcake recipe from Googleeeeee. Making it was no cake for us! LOL. *joking. Had to wake up early in the morning to make those ugly cupcakes in order to meet Denise later in the afternoon and give it to her. First time was woolala! Niceeeee, looked burnt but taste delicious! No kidding, but when we first applied the icing, it was kinda phail. ._.

In the end still came up with something decent. :D Made 3 boxes for Deniseeeee <.3

Oops, why is this berrylite picture here! Too lazy to move it down. Well, we met up with Denise and off we go to Bugis! After I don't know how many hours of shopping, we settled down at berrylite, had a cup of yogurt while gossiping. That's what taitais while having high tea what, no? (:

HOHOHO. Merrrrry christmas, do you want to exchange this pair of legs for yours? :D LOL! JOKING.

Camwhored and gossiped and shopped most of the time. Home sweet home and my parents said the cupcakes are nice! ( I brought some camera shy {too ugly} ones home ). Oh well, pleasant day with girlfs. All my bestfriends coming together. <.3 Memorable day!

Looking forward to Wushu chalet. Hope it'll be a hell lots of fun. Wanna earn my own money to pay for the chalet, don't wanna ask parents for $$. I've decided to be a good girl. No more being a bitch! Starting from next year, I'll study hard and at least be top 20 in class. Do all homework by due date. DETERMINATION IS THE KEYWORD! Right? (:

P.S. LOL! I think I dressed up like a butch. Oh well, you know I'm straight. :D Now, give me a dress and I'll show you what is feminine. Joke.

Why was Snow White given a poisoned apple?  - to show us that not everyone is gonna be kind & not everyone is really who they say they are.
Why did Cinderella run away at midnight? - to remind us that everything does have its limitations, even dreams.
Why did Ariel exchange her fins for feet? - to show us that people are willing to give up anything to be with who they love & to just be happy.
Why did Aurora sleep for 100 years? - to tell us that you might have to wait for quite some time for your true love to come along, sometimes very long, but it’s worth it.
Why did Princess Jasmine fall for Aladdin? - to let us know that what the heart wants, it wants it no matter what.
Why was Belle in love with a Beast? - to remind us that you can’t really help what’s on the outside, but if the inside is beautiful, then nothing will stand in the way of your love.

So big main final mastered

2010-12-07T17:50:00.008+08:00

Sudden urge to go back to China and avoid the judged glances Singaporeans are giving everyone. Had to think about our own appearances, popularity, education, friends & lovers every second.

Stupid Singaporeans. ._. China is much better, a useless tissue on your hand? Throw it, no matter where you are. Bad hair day? Heck care and go out wearing hideous clothes, nobody will even glance at you. Hide your fats under the thick and baggy clothes. Push your way through the crowd stepping on shoes that are already dirty, you won't even hear a tsk coming out from anyone.

Okay, maybe if I stayed there for a freaking long time like 14 years of my life, I'll think that Singapore is fabulous with clean fresh water out of every taps and bins placed only 10m away from each other. Clean public toilet, and need not wait till you reached home then you could relief yourself. RAWR. Shitass, maybe I'm outta my mind.

Post a China-trip post when I feel like it. Nothing much maybe, forgotten most of the interesting things I wanted to post about. Should've wrote it down, no? (: I missed a hell load of things happening in Singapore. Needa catch up tomorrow with Pearlyn, Liting and Denise. Going out to celebrate Denise's birthday. Shit weather in SG. First time sweating after 11 days. Goodbye.

I am in a dilemma.

P.S. I want to cry in front of you again.

LOL. ALL RUBBISH.

EDITED.

OH NO. What happened to all my shoppings?! WTF. I just realised I only bought fucking lil things. Two necklaces, a pair of quite ugly jeans, one ring, pencil box, key chain, socks, black rubber bands (I didn't even buy clips!), a freaking ugly belt (can't even wear, not enough holes -.-) FOR MYSELF. And WTF, this one even more jialat. I thought I bought much more things. But no! I only bought two pair of earrings one for P one for Jos. A necklace for Liting. And something for Denise. (Don't expect too much D! I think not very nice. Sorry :/) OHMIGAWD. I think I need to kill myself now. Where did all the money fly to? I think to those food I ate and got myself vomiting out in the middle of the night. Q.Q

I'm such a bad friend and a bad shopper. Dammit. And I realised I didn't even take a decent picture there. Wanted to take some, but kept forgetting. Think I'm cute in those thick and baggy clothing. LOL. Ohhhhhh, failed trip. Oh well, at least I got to see my new born baby niece and my dying grandpa. Facing life and death at the same time. Ironic. Cool? Kinda. O.O I don't really know how to summarize now. Elaboration will be done maybe on Saturday. :D Stay tuned? I guess I don't even have a daily reader anymore. LOL Wordy post (N)

Can't buy anything actually, it's somewhat autumn there, all thick clothing that won't be in need while I'm in Singapore. Scorching heat. RAWRRRRRR.

I've forgotten how to love.

Say ahh

2010-11-25T11:27:00.003+08:00

Though our plans for ice skating was backfired, we still had a fun day nonetheless. :D SO HAPPPPPPY. See the pictures you'll know how happy we're liao. Awesome girls <.3 Surely will miss them when they step down after next year's competition, trainings without them is totally different. Not saying that G96 is not fun, the feeling is just different. (:

Prom queen (YingJie), Renping and Shimin joined us for lunch! Miss them. Especially Shimin, that kuku so long never come training liao! >:

Stupid Pearlyn! Act cute only :D LOL. Joking!

Fish eye mode ftw uh! :D

Pearlyn tallest! Her height like 170cm only loh! O.O

So we went to see the timing and price at kallang for iceskating, in the end due to time constrain, we had a change of plans and went around that shopping center. Like nobody ._. All go there to ice skate only! LOL. The shops all very kelian, nobody visit one, only boliao people like us! HAHA.

Walked around and keep getting hungry, settled down in Burger King.

This kuku girl, left one onion ring, she die die want the chilli sauce. LOL! :D

They two damn cute! Keep bully each other. <.3

Poon Man Yun pointed middle fingers! LOL.

Cause we tried the red colour, the other colours in black and white, then just right her middle fingers are in red colour, then she pointed two middle fingers, like twin tower so long! LOL.

Love this effect! <.3

The guy on the right not purposely flex his muscles let me take one, it was coincidence. LOL! I was tou pai-ing him, then he looked straight into the camera! (Y) :D

Home sweet home. I love them. (:

P.S. Gonna be away from today till 7th December. My phone don't have free roaming, so don't worry about your phone bill when you send me mushy mushy "I miss you" kind of message. ♥

WTF

2010-11-23T21:45:00.003+08:00

O.O WTF. THIS TUMBLRER IS ONLY 11 YEARS OLD. OHMIGAWD.
Only 11 years old then so many things about love and emo stuffs already polluted her mind. -.- God dammit. She types and uses the internet like a 14 years old. Wow. :O Bright future awaiting for her. Tumblr could be a bad influence.

Suddenly have the urge to wanna be a professional athlete. ): Imagine, I'm one super pro wushu-ian or whatever sports girl, ohmigawd, envy ~ Especially those that could already represent their own country at my age. *.*

OHMIGAWDDDDD. I'M SO HAPPY. MY IDOL LIKED AND SAY MY PIC DAMN NICE. <.3
Audrey. jiaqian's friend

Wonderful

2010-11-23T19:57:00.003+08:00

Training today was excruciating. ): I was forced to do extra physical training, but it's for my own good!

Yesterday went town to shop with Joscelin annd Liting and then went to sembawang to take those amazing pictures. (: Spent most of our time talking about the future. Thinking about our wedding themes and predicted how our lives will go on. My theme for wedding would be the princess that kissed the frog then the frog became prince charming, I forgot what's the princess's name. ._. Liting will be sleeping beauty, while Jos will be cinderella? Oh shit, I've forgotten!

I think of our future that is so bright, it's blazing like the sun! LOL. We couldn't help smiling to ourselves when we dream of the perfect future we want to have. (:

Blog hopped to Peiying's blog and saw a post that I think makes a hell god lots of sense. CLICK and read the wordy post she posted on 23 Nov 2010. Awesome girl, beautiful!
(I feel so shameless cause I don't even say hi to her in school. Oops. Let's hope she doesn't come to my blog and exclaimed that I quoted(?) her blog w/o her permission, which is true. LOL)

End here. XOXO. (: Really hope that we could go iceskating tmr! :D

Something 'bout love

2010-11-22T21:56:00.006+08:00

Isn't this an awesome pic?! I think so too. (: TEEHEE. Wanna stalk me? :D CLICK. WOOHOO. Do a proper post next time. Couldn't wait to go China, enjoy life and forget Singapore. (: Rarely have a chance like that yknow. Have to treasure it to the fullest. LOVES. Tag and view more <.3

P.S. I know I look kinda like a ghost in the picture, but then the effect is awesome. TEEHEE. Plus my legs look long, what more can I expect in a near perfect picture? OHNO. Too much BHB-ing. :D
Thanks photographer Liting!

Dirty picture

2010-11-21T15:25:00.004+08:00

Awesome movies that kept me company when I am bored ttmzxc. Gonna leave Singapore with family on 25thNov. Most probably early in the morning, so better prepare yourself for my disappearance, don't get a heart attack when I don't reply your text for twelve days. I won't die there, don't worry. :D

Another lonely day at home. When I look at man man, he'll give that desperate can-you-pretty-please-bring-me-go-walk-walk face, and I'll normally resume doing whatever things. Normally is the keyword in that sentence, so yeah, today brought him down but I'm still bored AND feeling very comfortably sweaty & sticky. Gonna bathe after this post. Disgusting weather. Why not experience the four seasons, each rotating after one month? Cool? Yeah. (:

Hope the plans for this coming Wednesday would not be cancelled.
Cheers.

Tattoo

2010-11-20T09:14:00.003+08:00

I wonder how many of you will not stare at someone with a tattoo this large in Singapore? Even a small tattoo on someone's arm, most of you couldn't help staring and think of the person as a hooligan, no? Even I also want a small tattoo that'll represent me, but I'm afraid of the society, the one that I live in. In America, almost everybody will get a permanent body art on their 18th birthday. Singaporeans have to be moreeeeeeeeeeeee understanding(?). Narrow minded people. Arghhhhh.
(Okayyyyyyyy, I'm quite narrow minded too. Oops.)

I saw the picture then I posted that random paragraph. I am just too bored :/ Recently I've been a good girl, 早睡早起身体好! Sleeping before midnight strikes and waking up before my mum finish preparing my brunch. *Smiles widely.

Damn, I have no plans today. Anyone ask me out? If not I shall be a nerdddy girl and watch my movie. (:
RAWR. Goooodbye.

P.S. Pearlyn Lim Xin Yi IS FINALLY BACK.
P.S.S. I need to seriously improve my Engrish during this holiday. >:

Fight for this love

2010-11-18T17:58:00.005+08:00

Woah, damn ._. Will do a proper post after changing blogskin. Again. Yes again.
Such a coincidence that people chose the same blogskin as me. Two already. The other time I went in blogskins.com and just clicked on the blogskin of the day to get this blogskin. Oh well. Shall change it (:

Argh, so troublesome.

Edited } shall use this simple blogskin temporary. Till I find some pic to add some colours and life to this lifeless blog w/ a lifeless owner, yeah? Or maybe it is just fine like this. Simple, just like my life w/o you, way too simple.

Solo

2010-11-17T13:23:00.005+08:00

Tell me! The green balloon looks like a pig or a teddy bear?!

I miss you when something really good happens because you’re the one I want to share it with. I miss you when something is troubling me because you’re the one who understands me so well. I miss you when I laugh and cry because I know that you’re the one that makes my laughter grow and tears disappear. I miss you all the time but I miss you the most when I lie awake at night and think of all the times we shared.

Wanna know the link to my tumblr, stalkers? (: Nah, I shouldn't tell you, it's my lil secret. :D Find it out yourself alright? Give you some clues, something about OMG. LOL~

I've been spending my day watching movie (Marley and me <.3) and reading xiaxue's past posts. Entertaining. Highly recommended, xiaxue@bs. :D While the movie makes me teasure man man more. When Marley died (in the movie), I went like AWWWWWW, then tears fell ):

I feel that my blog is as lifeless as me. ._. Well, someone should tag and say, "Hey! You're wonderful! You never know how many people envy of your life. You're my idol! You should blog more cause I'm your daily reader. LOVES." *winkwink.
Impossible lah. If not I won't need to continue my studies and just be a professional blogger already loh~

Plan to sit at home and supergule my ass to my chair facing the computer.
But seems like it's impossible too cause after I typed that, my sist came in the room and told me to let her play the maple. ._.
Gawd, at least she's as lifeless as me.

Maybe I could bury myself into the fantasy of Cresendo? Good idea. :D

Negative things

2010-11-15T20:08:00.007+08:00

Ahda ahda ahda ahda ahda, blah blah blah blah. I'll never ever delete this blog. Filled w/ memories I sure will want to read when I'm older. (: Thanks jiaenn-x.bs LOL. Random, total yeah!

Went to visit Liting cause she had a relapse of chicken pox! ): Awwwww. QQ
Nah, just kidding, that time went to bought class BBQ food. :D

Ahhuh, caught some episodes of Gossip Girls. <.3

Tadaaaahhh, guess what!? Our wushu piczxc finally appears in a school banner, BIG somemore. *Proud (:

There are days when everything seems wrong, when little things hurt you for no good reason. And then there are days, when the world just sings to you, from the minutes you open your eyes to the minute you shut them again at night.

A WHITE WOMAN, ABOUT 51 YEARS OLD, WAS SEATED NEXT TO A BLACK MAN ON AN AIRPLANE. OBVIOUSLY DISTURBED BY THIS, SHE CALLED THE AIR HOSTESS. “MADAM, WHAT IS THE MATTER?” THE HOSTESS ASKED. “YOU OBVIOUSLY DO NOT SEE IT,” SHE RESPONDED. “YOU PLACED ME NEXT TO A BLACK MAN. I DO NOT AGREE TO SIT NEXT TO SOMEONE FROM SUCH A REPUGNANT GROUP. GIVE ME AN ALTERNATIVE SEAT.” “BE CALM PLEASE,” THE HOSTESS REPLIED. “ALMOST ALL THE PLACES ON THIS FLIGHT ARE TAKEN. I WILL GO TO SEE IF ANOTHER PLACE IS AVAILABLE.” THE HOSTESS WENT AWAY AND THEN CAME BACK A FEW MINUTES LATER. “MAM, I SPOKE TO THE CAPTAIN AND HE INFORMED ME THAT THERE IS ALSO NO SEAT IN THE BUSINESS CLASS. ALL THE SAME, WE STILL HAVE ONE PLACE IN THE FIRST CLASS.” BEFORE THE WOMAN COULD SAY ANYTHING, THE HOSTESS CONTINUED, “IT IS NOT USUAL FOR OUR COMPANY TO PERMIT SOMEONE FROM THE ECONOMY CLASS TO SITIN THE FIRST CLASS. HOWEVER, GIVEN THE CIRCUMSTANCES, THE CAPTAIN FEELS THAT IT WOULD BE SCANDALOUS TO MAKE SOMEONE SIT NEXT TO SOMEONE SO DISGUSTING.” THE HOSTESS TURNED TO THE BLACK MAN AND SAID “THEREFORE, SIR, IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO, PLEASE COLLECT YOUR HAND LUGGAGE, A SEAT AWAITS YOU IN FIRST CLASS.” AT THAT MOMENT, THE OTHER PASSENGERS WHO WERE SHOCKED BY WHAT THEY HAD JUST WITNESSED STOOD UP AND APPLAUDED.

“IF YOU’RE TALKING ABOUT ME BEHIND MY BACK, THEN YOU’RE IN THE PERFECT POSITION TO KISS MY ASS!!!”

I got into 3G! Seems to be stucked in the 2nd class since P3. Yeah, I can never be the best. AW QQ. Joking! I'm happy with the streaming result. 3G ftw! Woohoo. (:
Have no interest in reading nowadays. Sorry Liting, I would have to hold on to your books quite awhile, unless you want them back. /:

What should I do during the holidays? Getting bored already. Today's training was normal? Only that I cut my middle finger (Y). No worries! I only said "ouch" out loud and washed my injury, that's all. I'm a strong girl, remember? (: Lol.

I'm soooooooo bored. No, no playing of maple. ._. Too lazy to know what to do for what jobs. RAWR. Currently sist is totally into maple, keep tell me to watch her play. Walao, O level officially ended for them! ): So unfair, 2 more years. ARGH. After we had all our papers, we would die, 2012 ~~ ))))):
Life is never fair.

P.S. Most people don’t know what they want until you show it to them.

At the beginning

2010-11-12T22:14:00.003+08:00

25715.) I wish I didn't miss him so much. I wish he would just come back. I didn't realize how much he meant to me until now.

Damn, I just had constipation. The feeling when my shit came out from the asshole is undescribe-able-ly shiock. (Y) (: Muscle aches and stomach cramps are killers, they always worked together to plan on torturing me. *Point middle finger to my tummy and thighs. I'm hungry now after shitting, but I've no appetite. Argh :/

Tumblr knows how I'm feeling everytime. Hmm, I wonder how?
I needa get my mind and body busy! No time for sadness, life is too short to be anything but happy. (:

New skin for a new life, new class, new hairstyle (maybe), new friends and a new upcoming year. (N) ? (Y) ? Your choice.

P.S. Scroll down to the bottom for links and tagboard.

My paper heart

2010-11-12T13:06:00.005+08:00

If a girl says "oh" to a guy, it is just another expression of "I'm hurt".

Trainings were a torture.
Nothing has really been going my way.
Class outing was great. (:

Goodluck, goodbye, takecare.
~~Today and always, beyond tomorrow, I need you beside me, always as my best friend, lover and forever soulmate.~~

No new tale to tell

2010-11-08T19:45:00.009+08:00

OH, JUST FUCK YOU MAN.

FUCK YOU.

Not fair

2010-11-07T12:34:00.013+08:00

Photo spam again.
Notice that the sequence of the pictures is from the newest to the oldest. (:

Have to cover my anorexic legs. ):

"I CONQUER THE WHOLE WORLD!"

Don't look like me, I look like someone from my primary school. Weird.

Had to climb 5 stories of stairs to reach clarkquay.

See those old bitches over there?! :D

You sick?

MLJ.

Publicity. Admiralty Primary <.3

21 dot, anyone? (:

Artist lah~ LOL

<.3 My yellow-circle-in-shape-with-a-smiley-face stud.

But hate my small ears ._.

Ruler too small to cover your face lah, idiot. :P

Cutest kids ever ~

They have to assemble in their hall after recess, and the tchers let them listen to We are the World. Then they all will sing along lea! CUTE TTMzxc.

They wont zhou yin or po yin one loh! So damn high pitch somemore.

Melts (:

Please tag thanks. Blog gonna die soon again ): When will I become like XiaXue? ))':

Second chance

2010-10-31T11:51:00.001+08:00

THIS IS REALLY RETARDED. LOL!

Anything I'm not

2010-10-29T15:12:00.007+08:00

It's scary to think that one day, all this will eventually end.
-BitchAlert.Tk

Yesterday was the official last day of school for this year. I'll really really miss 2G'10. Fun and kinda sad day. Felt like graduation day. LOL. Serious. (: Didn't know 2G would've bonded so much during the past 2 years. During sec 1, I always thought that 1G was the most un-bonded class I've ever seen, but yesterday, 2G proved me wrong. Though we still have ECP for next week, we still carried the thought of going different classes next year. Damn, will miss them truckloads. Wish you all goodluck on getting to your perferred class. :D

Today went to publicity at Admiralty Pri! The feeling of going back home. (L) Though didn't get to eat anything there, but at least I get to perform and revisit my school again. :D Repainted and stuffs, getting much more colourful, and childish LOL. But it's cute and cool. (: Didn't realise the stage was quite small, but still manage to finish my routine w/o hitting any of the curtains. :D Rememebered that I've always performed on that stage, it felt too big for me, LOL.

B.I.T.C.H : Beautiful, intelligent, talented, charming, hell of a woman. ♥
-ohheybitch.tk

PS: Sorry for the not-so-nice edition of pictures. :/

Shining friend

2010-10-26T22:05:00.004+08:00

Starting off w/ my post of a Hawttie. (L) Drools.

PS: ARGH, I want this ring. ):

Real eyes realise real lies.
-Some necklace from Bugis.

Step 1) Go to Google.
Step 2) Type In ‘Who’s the Cutest?’
Step 3) Click ‘I’m Feeling Lucky’
Step 4) (:

Suffering from continuous trainings on yesterday and today. Couldn't walk properly cause of the shit-ass muscle ache. ): Oh come on, I need wheel chair! Alamak, Thursday still got training, dreading it already LOL. Yeah lah, I know it's boring to see me rant about CCA, but bear w/ me, it's my bloggie. Give me some love~ :D

Rotting at home and I give it a thumb down. (N)(N)(N)! I need some jobbie, I want moneh. $$ But, for my suck-ish age, I can't find any uh. Hard to find jobbie results in laziness. LOL. Tumblr keeps on reminding me of my closet. (N) AGAIN! Might as well kill myself. ): Hmm, but it's a fact that I dont have many days to go out and enjoy life for the upcoming holiday. o.o I'll be going overseas on 25Nov to 07Dec if I'm not wrong. And warriors will be chiong-ing training, which includes me. (N) x4382905.

Though I've limited free days during my holiday, I'm gonna force myself to spam-read books! (: Ohkay goodbye. Stuck in this page for a long time already, no inspiration to blog. Life's boring like hell, but we shouldn't take it for granted, but I couldn't help to think there are many more better souls out there who are enjoying their lifes to the fullest now. *jealous. Tsk tsk! BUHBYE.

Angels or devils

2010-10-24T22:14:00.010+08:00

SPAM TUMBLR

When you start to know someone, all their physical characteristics start to disappear. You begin to dwell in their energy, recognize the scent of their skin. You see only the essence of the person, not the shell. That’s why you can’t fall in love with beauty. You can lust after it, be infatuated by it, want to own it. You can love it with your eyes and your body but not your heart. And that’s why, when you really connect with a person’s inner self, any physical imperfections disappear, become irrelevant.

It’s funny how when someone says that they love you, you can’t really feel it, but when they say they don’t love you anymore, you can feel every ounce of what was draining out of your entire being.

W LOVE.
PS: Sorry if I offended some nuns
& some fatty bitch
& some peepo who feels like peeing
& some gays. (Y)

Las ketchup

2010-10-23T22:06:00.001+08:00

OHMIGAWD. CLASSIC DIE. This is like a must-know song when I was young! You remember? The dance? LOL. Nice (Y). I heard this song again from my void deck, having some malay wedding. I like, they kept playing nice old songs I've forgotten. Made me happy (:

Blame it

2010-10-18T21:13:00.003+08:00

I’m fourteen and I carry a cane.

I limp when I walk and am always in pain. Sometimes my big brother who has a mental disorder beats me.

I’ve grown up in chains of bad schools where I’ve learned how to fight to survive. It’s been fourteen years but I still can’t trust.

But I still smile every day.

I was always teased by boys in middle school because of my barely-there acne.

I’ve been wearing cover-up since the beginning of eighth grade because of it. I’m a freshman now, and today I didn’t wear any. I don’t want to be that girl that tries to look perfect.

I want people to know that their flaws are beautiful.

Do y'know the feeling of great disappointment? Of course you did or you would. (: I felt one today. Hah.
*Dammit, this shouldn't be a emo post!*
HELLO. I FAILED MY MATHS. LOL! Yeah I failed my maths (: Ahuh, no mistake or whatever.
But sometimes I wonder, if all the red crosses, ticks and a few numbers are worth all these shitzxc.
Though it is not the first time I've felt so disappointed, it still came to me like BANG, BOOM, BAAM. Yknow yknow! I still remember when was the first time I felt it, it was during my pri5 competition. Total confusion, whole routine got messed up. Uh, I don't know why too. I promise after this post, I will be normal and okay already. (:

I expected my maths results to be lousy, but not really this lousy. Didn't cry! PROUD. (: Shouldn't even cry cause of exams, to me it is useless. Cry also won't change the asshole score what. No use crying over spilled milk. What's life w/o failures? *Liked. LOL!

GOODBYE suckish results. GOOOOOOODBYE. (:

Goodbye

2010-10-16T17:12:00.007+08:00

I need one naozxc!

I need shades too!

Craving for Starbucks's Javachip.

I'll want that hair and nose and long lashes.

Need some awesome rings too.

Need the person who'll kiss my nose even though I hate it.

Xinting is coool!

Yeaps, no question, I'm J.SEXY.

Gay. (:

PaulChan po chan! LOL

Winner's evil laughter. (:

Spot the ghost!

Wellington Pri's huge fan, cooling O.O

See moi money! $$

Life is boring. Boring shitzxc. I still have one more chinese compo I needa do, tcher requested me to do it. Dammit! Suay ttm. ): Shall do it tonight. Most probably starting after watching wo cai or do it while watching bah. :D Spam pictures! Went to play monopoly and I kept on get into the free parking and got loads of monomoney. (: Lucky ttm. Ironic? :D

In the end yours truly won w/ 2344 monomoney. :D Happy ttm.
But today is a shit day man! Damn shity. Sister spoiled moi day. Fuck her asshole!

Seems like I've lost interest in reading suddenly. Holding on Van Allen Legacy for such a long time already but have yet read past the page 50. Dammit. Shall try to finish it next week. Watched finish Personal Taste. Awwwww, damn nice (: But I think they should have elaborate the last episode and make the show longer manzxc.

Craving for sweet stuff right now. ):

Where's the good in goodbye?

Disturbia

2010-10-12T15:24:00.005+08:00

HEYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

DID IT SCARE THE HELL OUTTA YOU?! :D

Overdued pics from the study session we had at ssc the other day. Went airport to fetch my mum (: Brought many many snacks back! (L). Exams officially over man! Shiock much? Nah, not much feeling, it was already holiday on last friday. (Y)

Going out naozxc. BUHBYE.
Quick post only. :D

I'll be loving you

2010-10-10T22:12:00.001+08:00

RAWR. INTERNET CONNECTION IS BEING SOME BITCH. Angry die me. ._. Shall do a proper post maybe next day. RAWR MIO SUCKS.

When a Tornado meets a Volcano. (Y)

Rude boy

2010-10-08T21:52:00.007+08:00

Don't you think that everything's on tumblr is sending a message : GET GOING TO CLEAR YOUR CLOSET AND GO ON A SHOPPING SPREE BABE. YOU'RE LACKING OF CLOTHES.
Damn the tempting picturessss ):

Sist acting cute! I told her to act cute one actually LOL. Stupid gurl (Y) (:

Guess where I took this pic from? (: Too much of Mdm Sue!

Today watched The Time Traveler's Wife on funshion. Dammit, I did not cry once throughout the movie, I cried like countless times man! The tears just fell. ): So touching uh! Even though I've read the book, but then. ARGH. Damn nice ): HENRY. )))): ALBA ))))): CLAIR. OHMIGAWD. I'm so gonna rewatch and reread the book man! Serious. Irresistable okay. ):

Frozen fire. Another awesome book. (Y) How the author kept me in suspense really amazed me, I read the whole book within one go! (: Captivates me. LOL! I feel like a bookworm now, but who cares, books are nice man (Y)!

Today felt like it was back to Pri5. Been long since I had long long talk over phone w/ Pearlyn buddy liao! Dammit, love her ttm! (: Couldn't believe we've been bestfriends for sooo many years liao! Pearlyn! If you saw this post, please please call me! :D

OKAY, Gooodbye people. Done w/ my meaningless post already. (:
(L) The time traveler's wife.
(L) Frozen fire.
(L) Pearlyn Lim.
(L) I laugh you.

PS: Left w/ two language papers next week. No cake! HAHAHAHA. NO NEED STUDY LOH! *Tears and throw history textbook up to the air! (Y)

Just the way you are

2010-10-05T12:50:00.004+08:00

Me, I still believe in paradise. But now at least I know it’s not some place you can look for because it’s not where you go. It’s how you feel for a moment in your life when you’re a part of something and if you find that moment, it lasts forever.
— The Beach

I'm disappointed. Ahuh, that's the word. Disappointed of myself, for being too complacent. Revision for Maths is totally not enough. Damnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn, couldn't feel more devastating for my exams than ever. ): I promise, this will the be first and the last time. Never never never never would I ever feel disappoint just cause of an exam, I'll work extremely hard from now onwards. I know, EMS uh. I'm chinese educated, so eh, English is cmi already. Now, one of my better subject, Maths is gonna fail me in getting in one of the better classes.

After this post, I'll really really work hard for my exams and have no regrets for any papers. (Probably I'll do badly for History too.) Cross my heart.

Get up

2010-09-26T19:16:00.010+08:00

Guess what is this. Answer will be revealed at the end of this picure post :B EASY LOH

Happy birthday to Manyun on 26 Sept!
Celebrated w/ these few awesome people @ SSC, Astons (:

Went to fetch my mummy to the airport. She went to Cheena to visit my sick Grandpapa.
Damn, I remembered him as a cute guy, and often I don't understand what he's saying, so I'll nod my head and smile at him everything, and he'll laugh. Cute no? ):
This stupid taxi driver. DAMN ANTI-PAP. He keep telling my mum PAP eat our money. blablabla. Say if he young and thought of all these, he'll go overseas to wait for PAP people and kidnap their children, then he'll be rich already. LOL Asshole. -.-

Awesome class mates! But they'll be only aweso w/o me! :D LOL.
- Credit to Joscelin's fb status. (:

Finally had time to hang out w/ clique! Been such a long time man. (:

Solemn Liting! O.O

If you were going to ask : What's w/ the eyebag!?
Me : I DON'T KNOW. LOL.
That's why I post this pic (: Coool? Seriously, I looked like a non-cute panda. ._.

Damn cute, the aunty really placed the mushroom in the middle. LOL

Scroll down to the answer for the first picccctureeee. :DDDDD Retarded.
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TADA. THIS IS THE ANSWER : AN ANGRY BEAR.
RAWR! (:

End of this post w/ a picture of me! :B
Don't miss me tooo much. Loves (:
Work hard for EOY everybody! :D

Guilty conscience

2010-09-26T00:13:00.002+08:00

Post a proper post tomorrow or Monday or Tuesday or Wednesday. ALAMAK SOON LAH. And EOY is starting on next Friday. Couldn't wait for it to end! :B Nighto.

Nightmare

2010-09-19T21:55:00.012+08:00

How could you even do this to me?
20September2009.

I'll give you the time of my lifetime.
I miss you, you've changed, when will the old you come back to me?

MyHomeworkUndone.KillMeRightAtThisMoment.IDon'tWannaDreamThis
NightmareAnymore.IHateYou,AndIHateMeForNotTellingTheTruth.HaveTo
CompleteTwoChineseCompositionsWithTears?

“Love - it’s when you feel safe, just being in the person’s arms and that feeling you get when you kiss them. It’s after you’ve had a bad day, and that person is the first person you want to talk to, and when you have good news, they’re the first person you want to tell. It’s thinking about them just when you wake up, and when you go to bed at night, they’re the last thing on your mind. Its when time seems to fly by too quickly when you’re together and you never want to go. Its when no one else can hurt you more, but no one else can make you happier at the same time.”

“Wait for the person who pursues you, the one who will make an ordinary moment seem magical, the kind of person who brings out the best in you and makes you want to be a better person. Wait for the person who will be your bestfriend, the only person who will drop everything to be with you at any time no matter what the circumstances, for the person who makes you smile like no one else and when they smile, you know they need you. Wait for the person who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats and a t-shirt, but appreciates it when you get dressed up for them. And most of all, wait for the person who will put you at the center of their universe, because that’s where you belong.”

~~ILoved,Love,AmLoving,WillAlwaysLoveYou.~~

Love the way you lie

2010-09-19T19:47:00.002+08:00

Be soft. Don't let the world make you hard. Don't let the pain make you hate. Don't let the bitterness steal your sweetness. Take pride that even though the rest of the world disagree, you still believe it to be a beautiful place.

OHMIGAWD. FINALLY MASQUERADE HAHAHAHA. I shouldn't be blogging now, but who cares! :D I still have two chinese compo not done. OH SHIT. LOL ! WTF. I GTG LIAO LAH! ):

FRIDAY NIGHT WAS AWESOME W/ AWESOME PEOPLE LIKE LITING, PEARLYN & BABY DENISE. MAD LOVE ALL OF THEM. :D Bitches suck! LOL Performance for mid autumn was kinda cui, but not bad lah! LOL. K BUHBYE.

Breakeven

2010-09-16T20:35:00.009+08:00

I wasn't pretending!

My own hair. (:

Don't you think it looks like some vampire's bite? :D

The hand is mine. LOL

Sometimes the lies we tell define us, better than the most earnest attempt at the truth.

How can a lil girl be so awesome?! She's only 11, damn, the world is unfair :/ Ohmigawd, she's mad talented, her cover for Impossible is even better than original!

Mood totally spoiled by mum. I'm an extra family member and I understand that I'm your burden, but can you stop fucking demoralising me? Just kill me.
Sorry, post will be editted tomorrow.

Saw something funny on Faceboooooook!

TADAH. Click to enlarge. See the post. LOL UBER FUNNY :D I liked both fanpages lah. I'm not bias though I admit MrBlair is damn cute. (: He's our new Eng tcher anyway, and he kinda treats us like pri school kiddo. LOL. First day he came to our school jiu have fanpage liao. Then the next day MrCosgrove mentioned that, and sounded very jealous HAHA :D.

K NIGHTO. Above pictures are random (:

Impossible

2010-09-15T23:04:00.000+08:00

I cross my heart and swear that I'll never be sucha bitch when I get pregnant. Suckkkkkaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
Other than this I forgot what I wanted to post LOL. Maybe post a proper post tmr. NIGHTO :D

Alejandro

2010-09-07T11:36:00.004+08:00

Stupid fly, came in my house already died, I didn't zap it, so how the hell a dead fly, fly?! O.O

WOOOOOHOOOOOOOO. Nothing much, just a few pics to upload. Went Liting's house on Sunday and finished our Maths project. Useless project that is only a waste of time! Today planning to bathe in school after training and go Khatib Mc to finish our holiday homework w/ awesome peeps. YAY :D After Wednesday, I'll be a free and happy girl :B No homework, and no more training.

Damn, yesterday's training suckedzxc ttm ):
K GOODBYE. Still got training later somemore, dreading.

Nothing on you

2010-09-03T19:07:00.004+08:00

If you don't go after what you want, you'll never have it.
If you don't ask, the answer is always no.
If you don't step forward, you're always in the same place.
-Bemysuperhero@tumblr.

HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHA. YOU KNOW WHAT ?! I DOWNLOADED AUDI AGAIN AT SUCH TIME WHEN EOY IS ONLY ABOUT ONE MONTH AWAY. But nevermind lah, I also not preparing for O level or what :B Damn, misssss audi soooo much, now I've entertainments again! x3 MUAHAHAHA. Shit, but I'm damn noob, alamak, nevermind, play for fun nia :D

Damn, YOU KNOW WHAT!? My results not so bad uh, but butbutbutbut, not really satisfied w/ my chi and eng, though eng has always been so suckish. ): RAWR, don't care already, I think I'll never be happy -.-

Nothing happened much recently, only rmbed Liting twinneh telling me I look like a model (WOOOOOTS), Denise baby hugging me and Pearlyn buddy and me bitching about that bitch. :B MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA. Today is the last day of schooool! So called, (: Don't have as much homework as I've expected. WOOTS, HAPPY TTM. I think my blog is boring. GOODBYE LOL. I think I'm lack or love and $$. ):

Shawty

2010-08-29T18:38:00.004+08:00

SEE THOSE HAWTIES x333333333333 DAMN. So shuai! Though don't have their face lah, BUT STILL DAMN MACHO LOL! Please take note, their age can be our boyfs. OMG FAINT :B Sorry for not posting since sucha long time lah, don't angry me (:

Btw, something scary HAPPENED ! okay lah, not really scary unless you're those supertitious kinda person. We found new zuo wen zi after saturday training, thus I wanted it. But then the others all say very suay cause now qi yue. But I'm not really those supertitious kind, so I just take loh, since I'm in need of the papers! Then I said : "Nevermind one lah! This month I also picked up some coins on the floor! Nothing happened. (:" Then I turn and look, then I say : "Nah! Money!" I thought I saw wrongly, thought is something like dirt or what, but I go closer IT'S REALLY MONEY MONEY MONEY. $1 COIN LEA. OH-MI-GAWD. This is suay or lucky? I don't know, but I used the $1 to buy icecream after that anyway, and till now still nothing happen to me. Skali suay suay later after I post, jiu something happen liao! :x CHIOY CHIOY!

Woots, I got 88 for my physics. Shiock shiock (: LALALLALAA. I've nothing else to say liao lea. I forgot many many ):

The gymnas people damn pro. Gawd, I admire their sportsmanship the most! Even though they made a big mistake ( one fell flat on his face ), but they still asked for one more try though they knew they wouldn't be the top 3. ): Got one canada guy, me and Jos damn sad for him! He made a mojor mistake for one of his first few events, then he was the last throughout ): He's not bad ok! damn. They all damn damn damn macho, cannot believe that they're of our age man! Damn pro ((((((: Obsessed! I think they even more imba than YangJiaoLian LOL.

K nothing else liao suckerzxc. BYE :D

Shake the dust

2010-08-14T20:36:00.012+08:00

I shall add some captions for some pictures. Elaboration below below! (:

Lanjiaolian's birthday.

Performance at Sengkang.

Rehearsal for Cultural Night.

Dressing room for CN.

P5 class pic (:

YOG girls' football Preliminary round. Turkey 4-2 Iran.

Performance at Sengkang for National day _!_

Gift from seniors. x3

Play snake while waiting for youtube's vid to load!
Credits : OMG-facts.com :D

Not purposely look to my left one ok! The Northwest magazine, we did some CIP. (:

LOL. I took 169 from RP. I thought the bus would continue after interchange so I just continue to be seated even though all the others alight the bus o.o Then I thought wow, nobody in bus so cool LOL. In the end the bus stopped for quite awhile then I walked to the bus driver, he almost screamed till his lungs came out. Nah just kidding (: He just say : OMG YOU SCARE ME. Then blame me for scaring him LOL.

Greenroom at RP. (:

Thought this would be our dressing room, but sadly no. LOL. Ours was only a room w/ four walls and some curtains. And two doors one linking to the corridor, one linking to the girls' toilet. :B

Saw in bus while going to JooChiat CC for our performance (: LOL.

Heart-shaped blueblack! :D

Semakau trip (:

Sister wanna change her Facebook dp, then asked me to take a new pic of her ._. Think she has forgotten about it anyway LOL

Tied for her. (:

CCH 71st anniversary. Sad case, no have parade cause it rained right after I took the picture LOL! (:

Bleah, alot days never post already! Let me recall what had happened :x Okay, performance at JooChiat CC on 1st of Aug I suppose. It was for silat competition. Kinda cool, saw a quite pro lil guy competing, sadly he only got silver ): Due to the given amount of such a tiny space, the performance kinda fail uh. But at least I didn't make a major mistake. Twist! (:

Cultural night performance at RP on the 7th August! I can say it was a huge success considering the fact that it was the first big event CCHY did what. ((((: Woots! Had fun! :D Got one rehearsal MdmGoh go volunteer wushu to help Chinese drama to carry all the props from MPH to DNT room. Wtf, ._. made us go home at around 8pm ++ Plus the props so heavy and some huge ones like very fragile! Pissed off at that time. LOL. But nevermind, wushu warriors are kind souls (:

Spent two days in our poor dressing room. Had lots lots lots of fun though our resources are limited ( copy from Pearlyn's blog LOL ). Yeah (: We're damn creative. Lots of memories there too, a lil she bu de after the performance man ): The performance was superb ok! Though till now I still don't know the storyline LOL. Damn love the audience, so supportive (: I LIKE I LIKE :B Chengyang was a retard that two days LOL! He was our entertainer (: That night we also applied damn many glittery stuff, but not as though the audience could see anyway :x

Performance for National day at Sengkang on 9th August SUCKS. Damn hot day, as compared to RP's air-conditioned theater, all of us are like dying -.- Wasted my whole day there. We performed even before everything started, their aim for our performance is to entertain those early birds, those old aunties and uncles. WTF. And cause we're performing w/ RG's other outside students, the performance was damn long. And we were forced to stop the performance halfway. Damn fuck up right ?! ._. Some didn't even have the chance to perform man. Angry die all of us.

NDP this year was boring -.- Seriously.
Oh, I didn't watch YOG opening ceremony just now. Idiot parents wanna watch ai. Pissed. -.- Though there's a repeat tomorrow, I can't watch it either, I'm going out. wtf. Angry die me again ): Parents are so unreasonable lately. Wanna kill them. Sad uh, missed the opening. But looking forward to watch the boys' gymnastic! (: Bet it'll be super cool :DDD. Gonna watch w/ wushu peeps. Tickets provided by school x3.

Watched the YOG girls' football preliminary round. LOL. Quite cool, cause it's girls! First time watching girls (: Plus the Iran girls cover up themselves all over. LOL. Cool. Then I forgot which team own goal ._. Quite fail actually. o.o Thanks Joscelin's mum for the ride home (:

Okay, this stupid post is so long winded and w/ nothing much interesting. Sorry peeps. Still kinda not happy cause I didn't get to watch YOG opening >:( Gooooodbye ~

Will that make me something?
Will I be something?
Am I something?
And the answer comes: already am, always was, and I still have time to be
— Anis Mojgani

When you’re struggling with something, look at all the people around you and realize that every single person you see is struggling with something, and to them, it’s just as hard as what you’re going through.
— Dear John, Nicholas Sparks (stole from Pearlyn's blog.)