Suddenly forgotten what I wanted to post! But never mind, I still remember the few main topics I wanna talk about. (:

Guess what, I got back my results slip. WOOHOO. The feeling of getting 7 As is (Y). Though that happiness only lasts for awhile, cause result ain't everything, especially if it's only common test. ._. Will, got all A1 after moderation for some subjects except for A2 for emaths (74) and D7 for HMT. LOL! First time in my life had I ever failed Chinese but yeah, didn't really kill me inside out. Stil couldn't figure out why I got A for English. Yeah, I did answer the question. No, I don't think my english improved. O.O Just typical answers I'll give even if it is just a practice paper. Guess I'm just lucky. (:

Next hot topic that keeps me going on blogging is that...............................

TADAH..........................

Woah, just stating the competition freak me out. ._. Don't know whether to consider me and Pearlyn fortunate or unlucky, hesitating whether should we be sad or happy. Stuck in a dilemma. First time I'm competing for both of the events, and WOOSH, I guess someone cursed me which result in needing to compete both events on the same day. Torture. ))):

Okay, let me analyse it out for you, I have sword and spear.

Sword is the first event and I'm the 4th out of 17 people who are competing. First 3 are bitches who either have some super natural powers to control the judges brain or some super natural skills of wushu. Crazy people. I'm super scared that I'll do a really stupid stunt like losing my balance and make me waste one whole year sweating for nothing. Okay, most importantly I'm really afraid that I will lose in this event cause it is my better event ( as compared to my spear ) and if I lost, I might have some internal conflict or should you say emotional breakdown thus cannot perform well for the next event. T.T Have to recover fast enough and be motivated once more to do my another event. Hell man! Crying will take up a lot of my energy you know?!

Next, my spear. I think I should laugh sarcastically when I knew how many competitors for that event man. It's only a pathetic FIVE only. NO JOKE. And 4/5 can win a medal which means that I've 80% of getting a fugly medal. Not that I'll be proud of getting a 4th, yeah duh~ But damn! I don't even have the confidence of getting a shitty 4th position! Not even a bronze. OHMIGAWD. How the hell will I gather enough confidence as I walk into the arena? IF *touch wood!* IF ONLY UH. IF I failed to get a medal for sword how? Do you think I'll even have the feeeeeeeel to continue competing meh? :/ some say I'll get more motivated, but hey! You'll never know unless you've experienced it physically alright! Asshole-s.

Goodluck for me. T.T

During training yesterday, Lanjiaolian told me stuffs about parents and through my observations during pri school competition on friday, I've realised wushu is not just purely about competition between students/schools/coaches. Now is more of competing parents' wealth and fame. If they are wealthy, they get to send their children to many different crap yet famous companies for them to train or if they're famous meaning they know many different coaches and are in good terms with them, they'll get an advantage as most of the coaches will in turn show their "friendship" through competition as they will be the ones that are judging and giving ridiculously higher score to their students. *laugh. Singaporeans can never be fair, can't they?

Sorry for this super long and naggy post, need to have some space for me to rant, twitter only allows a limited number of words. -.- Not enough!

Told lanjiaolian yesterday that I wanted a phiten necklace(?) too, as Shimin wore hers to training and that reminded me how much I wanted it. Then some stupid dumb ass gave it to me that day. *fly high high* Happygirl96. (: Can read my mind and have some heart telepathy with me is it? Asshole!

March has been ohkay? Hope my April will be better, best if I gain some reward after working so hard for one year during the competition. Not getting my hopes high thus lessen the impact of the fall. :/ Goodluck people, goodluck to me.

Cannot let one year of sweat go wasted.