Suddenly feel that life is so meaningless when I was walking home.
School, studies, irritating parents, BGR, stupid gossips, bestfriends that can't trust, trainings.
WOAH. Suddenly so unhappy with the way I'm living my life, but how can I improve it? Donate 10cents everytime I go McDonald's? Retarded.
Currently scoring straight distinction for the papers I've gotten back after common test. Top in class for English with 22/30. LOL. It's ridiculous, English as my weakest subject since the start of my education. Wow, I think teacher got the wrong person, didn't have the chance to check our papers though. No idea how I tyco-ly scored an A. Something to be proud of? Not really, I didn't really put in effort and it's not something like I've topped the whole school or getting an A1 for English for my O.
Parents have been pissing me off recently more than usual, my temper is getting from bad to worse, totally no patience towards them. Pimples popping out here and there, not healing some more! So fugly. Too stress? Hmm, have to concentrate on wushu now after exams are over. Today seriously feel so meaningless. -.- Can't help to emphasize on that.
Have been struggling to decide whether to train tmr at Pasir Ris with Shimin they all, or go Dory's house to watch Happy Potter with sec 3 girls. Both have pros and cons. It's not like I'm gonna waste my time away watching happy potter with them, I seriously need some bonding session with them since seniors are gonna step down sooner or later. But... Really can't decide T.T I go watch for an hour then go training? Okay, retarded. I don't know lahhhhhh. Angry bird.
And hoh there's one thing I don't understand. It's not like I've one or two pathetic friends but why am I going home alone recently? K, I admit I kinda like the loneliness once in a while. K this paragraph doesn't make sense at all. -.- Maybe I miss going out/home straight after school with you. Fruit ninja please?
Tralalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala. This post is also meaningless. I've so much homework due tmr yet I'm doing something so insignificant (wrong use of word? lol). Seeeeee! This is what I meant by tyco-ly scored an A for english. I bet she read the wrong name. Not getting my hopes high until I see my paper for real. -.- Totally no confidence man.
Oh no. I'm getting less and less talkative. The amount of laughter I laugh per day is decreasing too. No good :/ Hope I'll enjoy fully my sec 3 camp and not feeling left out (paranoid much?).
RETARDED POST. Wastage of time. Oops, did I waste yours too? Too bad. Haha.
P/S/ just now I jitao sian and unhappy till I ALMOST only typed 'birthday' on someone's wall today. I forgotten about the word 'happy'. lol! Zai bo?